wow
*blink blink*
it's finally over.
EXAMS ARE OVER!!
i wrote my last examinable sentence at 10.29am yesterday morning, but the realisation did not sink in till about 5.00pm. talk about slow.
well, now i am free from my academic burden for the moment, just waiting for favourable results due to be out on 25 nov. i am not going to think too much about it. just let whatever happen, happen,
now its time to focus on the last 10 days of ramadhan, and make up for lost time as best as i can.
to my dear friends whose exams are currently underway (NTU) and coming soon (NUS), i wish you all the best. In your stressful states, do not forget to smile and pray for guidance and peace. I will pray for you all as well...
Friday, November 05, 2004
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
take a break.
just some questions that i received in my email. courtesy of de-stressing peers. so i hope it helps you just the same, unless you are a some psychotic must-have-answers-to-all-questions person, then i will beg you not to even go beyond this line.
else, smile peeps.
1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you get undressed?
2. If a person owns a piece of land do they own it all the way down to
the core of the earth?
3. Why can't women put on mascara with their mouth closed?
4. Is it possible to brush your teeth without wiggling your arse?
5. Why is it called Alcoholics Anonymous when the first thing you do is
stand up and say, 'My name is Bob, and I am an alcoholic'?
7. Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?
8. Why does mineral water that 'has trickled through mountains for
centuries' have a 'use by' date?
9. Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a
horrible crisp no one would eat?
10. Is French kissing in France just called kissing?
11. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, 'I think I'll
squeeze these dangly things here and drink whatever comes out'?
12. What do people in China call their good plates?
13. Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but
don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?
14. What do you call male ballerinas?
15. Why is a person that handles your money called a 'Broker'?
16. If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?
17. If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from
vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?
18. Why is it that when someone tells you that there are over a billion
stars in the universe, you believe them, but if they tell you there is
wet paint somewhere, you have to touch it to make sure?
19. Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?
20. Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad
at you but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out of the
window?
else, smile peeps.
1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you get undressed?
2. If a person owns a piece of land do they own it all the way down to
the core of the earth?
3. Why can't women put on mascara with their mouth closed?
4. Is it possible to brush your teeth without wiggling your arse?
5. Why is it called Alcoholics Anonymous when the first thing you do is
stand up and say, 'My name is Bob, and I am an alcoholic'?
7. Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?
8. Why does mineral water that 'has trickled through mountains for
centuries' have a 'use by' date?
9. Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a
horrible crisp no one would eat?
10. Is French kissing in France just called kissing?
11. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, 'I think I'll
squeeze these dangly things here and drink whatever comes out'?
12. What do people in China call their good plates?
13. Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but
don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?
14. What do you call male ballerinas?
15. Why is a person that handles your money called a 'Broker'?
16. If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?
17. If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from
vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?
18. Why is it that when someone tells you that there are over a billion
stars in the universe, you believe them, but if they tell you there is
wet paint somewhere, you have to touch it to make sure?
19. Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?
20. Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad
at you but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out of the
window?
Friday, October 29, 2004
fartekang @ FTK brew
the above mentioned concoction has been proven to contain trace elements of undesirable "stuff" which can lead to a loss of stress, a warm fuzzy feeling for a certain individual (name withheld for security reasons), and just overwhelming comfort. while it has appreciable benefits in small quantities, an overdose will lead to a long day in bed and baths. proven to work either in anticipation or in actual utilisation of the brew. once again, experimental procedures involving and names of all involved parties are kept in strictest confidence for the personal mirth of the author of this anecdote.
fartekang @ FTK.
heheheh.
fartekang @ FTK.
heheheh.
habluminallah, habluminannaas
habluminannaas is fine. getting along ok. just needs tweaking here and there. and a bit more restraint.
habluminallah. problematic, fraught with issues. hypocritical, inconsistent, fradulent, just not good at all. needs a whole deal of improvement.
sigh.
habluminallah. problematic, fraught with issues. hypocritical, inconsistent, fradulent, just not good at all. needs a whole deal of improvement.
sigh.
of manicures, pedicures and anak kopi
nizar was lavishly excessive today, of course with the help of 2 dearest friends.
had a manicure and pedicure all at once, which was really a novel experience. t'was just so fun being serviced that way. no dirty thoughts peeps. and not even being labelled while they were at it. and after that, spent a lot of the time looking and admiring his oh-so-clean-and-fresh-and-bootiful nails. wakakkaka.
then went to break fast at fish & co's centrepoint, and had a really great and satisfying meal. something which can only happen nicely and perfectly with the right kind of people. and the right company nizar had.
then walked to plaza singapura, where they had dessert at gelare. nizar met his dear friend from camp, who gave discounts at gelare. gelare good. very very good. but so sinful, so decided no more till after fasting month.
then sat by the stairs at dhoby ghaut mrt, for closure for the night. talked some interesting talk with friends.
"anak aku nanti keluar kopi susu" sums up the discussion pretty well. heh.
went home on the mrt, sending everyone off.
tired, but fulfilled.
its been a while since nizar had such a time - the close quiet company of a few good people, with whom nothing needs restraining, because acceptance comes wholly and fully. its just so nice, so refreshing to be able to revel in the antics of each other, and yet know that the concern and love will always be there in spite of what is said or done. nizar yearns for more of these moments.
but for now, thank you to both you.
love you both lots.
had a manicure and pedicure all at once, which was really a novel experience. t'was just so fun being serviced that way. no dirty thoughts peeps. and not even being labelled while they were at it. and after that, spent a lot of the time looking and admiring his oh-so-clean-and-fresh-and-bootiful nails. wakakkaka.
then went to break fast at fish & co's centrepoint, and had a really great and satisfying meal. something which can only happen nicely and perfectly with the right kind of people. and the right company nizar had.
then walked to plaza singapura, where they had dessert at gelare. nizar met his dear friend from camp, who gave discounts at gelare. gelare good. very very good. but so sinful, so decided no more till after fasting month.
then sat by the stairs at dhoby ghaut mrt, for closure for the night. talked some interesting talk with friends.
"anak aku nanti keluar kopi susu" sums up the discussion pretty well. heh.
went home on the mrt, sending everyone off.
tired, but fulfilled.
its been a while since nizar had such a time - the close quiet company of a few good people, with whom nothing needs restraining, because acceptance comes wholly and fully. its just so nice, so refreshing to be able to revel in the antics of each other, and yet know that the concern and love will always be there in spite of what is said or done. nizar yearns for more of these moments.
but for now, thank you to both you.
love you both lots.
first paper: sociology
alhamdulillah, that went very well. insya Allah the A, perhaps even distinction will come. 3 more papers, 2 hellish ones. wakakkakaka...
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
me...a witch??? noooo....
Congratulations you have achieved level 4 witch
status... you have studied hard and learned
well!!
What Level of Witch are you
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break from revision...hehehe
Category I - The Hub
You're a 'people person'. Networking runs in your
blood. Consequently, you can move through most
social circles with ease.
What Type of Social Entity are You?
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
perkumpulan seni iftar
i thought it was just going to be a get together, with nothing up their sleeves. but boy were we in for a good time. subtly, we were given a dressing down for attitudes, mocked for lack of commitment, and smacked in the rump for thinking that it would all go unpassed. haahhaahahhaa... well, well, well.
it was for the better anyways, and i hope it settled some things.
i hope lah.
it was for the better anyways, and i hope it settled some things.
i hope lah.
drawing near
wow. there goes a semester. and school's out. exams are up in about 3 days' time. ready or not.
it just seems like everything zooms past you when you are focused on your tasks at hand. yes people, i have been focused on my studies, whether you believe it or not. and this time round, i am glad to say that i have found passion for it.
and now the inevitable exams breathe down my neck. the results are especially important for me. i have already received a reply from national healthcare group, whose interview if i successfully nail, will grant me $900 per month of study. and if i am luckier, they will give me a scholarship to go to australia to complete my degree in the fourth year.
i am very excited, knowing that i really REALLY want it. pray for me all.
and to everyone who's having their examinations around the corner, take heart. do your best and it will be over soon. and we shall see each other after our papers are complete ok?
it just seems like everything zooms past you when you are focused on your tasks at hand. yes people, i have been focused on my studies, whether you believe it or not. and this time round, i am glad to say that i have found passion for it.
and now the inevitable exams breathe down my neck. the results are especially important for me. i have already received a reply from national healthcare group, whose interview if i successfully nail, will grant me $900 per month of study. and if i am luckier, they will give me a scholarship to go to australia to complete my degree in the fourth year.
i am very excited, knowing that i really REALLY want it. pray for me all.
and to everyone who's having their examinations around the corner, take heart. do your best and it will be over soon. and we shall see each other after our papers are complete ok?
Friday, October 22, 2004
more more!!
"'Tis an ice dragon breath...when the first snowflake doesnt melt..."
You're an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and family are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apologize later!
What elemental dragon are you?
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mythical pulak...
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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mystical creature...
You're like an angel. As everyone knows, angels
dwell in heaven. They were desribed as shining
ones wearing white and the idea that they have
wings is believed as well. Guardian angels are
the ones that many people think are dead loved
ones who try to protect the living friends or
family they have on Earth. They usually had
blonde hair and maybe brown with flawless
appearance and sweet dispositions. They were
cheerful, hopefull, selfless, loving, and kind.
Angels are the one mystical creature that a
majority of people truly believe in. Encounters
with angels are poping up all over the world
and reassuring people's beliefs in angels.
What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
longing fulfilled
diva lady has a really sweet entry on the get together.
i have to say, i concur.
during break fast, one thing that really touched me, was what she said. it was like breaking fast with family. there was a sense of togetherness, of purpose, and of a common spirit, that bound us closer than we think.
words need not be exchanged, yet there will be full comprehension.
words were not exchanged, but we know.
we just do.
it was just nice seeing familiar faces, of those whom you know you love, and love you back. while i deign for more, the encounter will leave me sated for a time to come.
for that, i am thankful.
i have to say, i concur.
during break fast, one thing that really touched me, was what she said. it was like breaking fast with family. there was a sense of togetherness, of purpose, and of a common spirit, that bound us closer than we think.
words need not be exchanged, yet there will be full comprehension.
words were not exchanged, but we know.
we just do.
it was just nice seeing familiar faces, of those whom you know you love, and love you back. while i deign for more, the encounter will leave me sated for a time to come.
for that, i am thankful.
zikr
Ya Latif lam nazal
Ul-tuf bina fima nazal
Innaka latifun lam nazal
Ul-tuf bina wal muslimin
O Most Gentle upon that which You decree,
Be kind and gentle with that which You decree,
For You are the Gentlest upon that which You decree,
Be gentle with us and all who believe.
Ul-tuf bina fima nazal
Innaka latifun lam nazal
Ul-tuf bina wal muslimin
O Most Gentle upon that which You decree,
Be kind and gentle with that which You decree,
For You are the Gentlest upon that which You decree,
Be gentle with us and all who believe.
sanctity smeared
astaghfirullah.
i have to ventilate my anger. i must. otherwise i will explode.
language warning - no apparent control in the following entry.
bloody idiot had 3 days m.c. because of some infection. but as soon as my mom went to the doctor's with him and got him his medication, he left the house and did not come back for 2 days. he returned only to change and then left again. he just returned a few minutes ago. and immediately got into an argument with my father. he simply refused to answer my father's questions and muka macam budak sial when my father asked him where he went to.
and he dared to raise his hands to my father. his fists were clenched and raised.
perangai sial. what in hell's name is he trying to do? who does he f**king think he is? what, the house owes him our lives issit? f**king ingrate! kau lupa kau datang dari siapa, kau lupa siapa jaga kau, kau lupa diri lah!
haramzaddeh, let me tell you this - if ever you touch my parents with your filthy hands, and you hurt anyone in this house, my judgment will be made. and i will move against you like i have not done before, this i swear. and i guarantee you, it will not be easy, nor simple. you will suffer.
listen to me, people.
just listen.
its ramadhan some more.
i am still shivering from my restraint.
i have to ventilate my anger. i must. otherwise i will explode.
language warning - no apparent control in the following entry.
bloody idiot had 3 days m.c. because of some infection. but as soon as my mom went to the doctor's with him and got him his medication, he left the house and did not come back for 2 days. he returned only to change and then left again. he just returned a few minutes ago. and immediately got into an argument with my father. he simply refused to answer my father's questions and muka macam budak sial when my father asked him where he went to.
and he dared to raise his hands to my father. his fists were clenched and raised.
perangai sial. what in hell's name is he trying to do? who does he f**king think he is? what, the house owes him our lives issit? f**king ingrate! kau lupa kau datang dari siapa, kau lupa siapa jaga kau, kau lupa diri lah!
haramzaddeh, let me tell you this - if ever you touch my parents with your filthy hands, and you hurt anyone in this house, my judgment will be made. and i will move against you like i have not done before, this i swear. and i guarantee you, it will not be easy, nor simple. you will suffer.
listen to me, people.
just listen.
its ramadhan some more.
i am still shivering from my restraint.
Monday, October 18, 2004
iftar ntums
the iftar session was a rather enjoyable one. we had a pre-break-fast lecture by a rather entertaining fella, ustaz zulkifli if i am not wrong. but so many of the things he brought up were like hitting home, REAL GOOD. so there i was deflecting all the arrows (of course futilely) until he said this," some people fast because they are fat." that was it. no more defence. wakkakaka.
then we broke fast with mentos, courtesy of zul. pahala dah tu. this is because our indon brothers were really numerous, and they were taking the kurma. so in order not to hold up the line, we had mentos. i had strawberry in particular.
then we prayed maghrib. and proceeded into the adjoining room for our proper meal.
briyani with mutton (or was it beef?), sambal leher ayam, acar and kimah and more kimah (stashed from the other group's dulang) all served in a nice dulang. been quite a while since i had such a meal. and there we were making jokes and all that over the meal, rezqi from Him. and our jokes had the typical, unbridled freedom of male talk and male understanding (hint hint). it was so farnie, i lost control and laughed like the maddie that i am. rabaks.
damn it.
and that mood maintained throughout the night, even at the bus-stop depan orang-orang semua, and dalam bas. while yes, the terawih was a short break (which i must say, the qiraah was superb) i think my lack of restraint was evident tonight. and i am not happy.
although i am glad that i met my dearest friends, i am almost regretting going for the fact that there were many things i would have rather not done there. but t said that it was a trial, and rightfully, i needed to go through it. ok lah.
if you say so.
but i had a wonderful time, if you discount the transgressions.
good job dearhearts.
then we broke fast with mentos, courtesy of zul. pahala dah tu. this is because our indon brothers were really numerous, and they were taking the kurma. so in order not to hold up the line, we had mentos. i had strawberry in particular.
then we prayed maghrib. and proceeded into the adjoining room for our proper meal.
briyani with mutton (or was it beef?), sambal leher ayam, acar and kimah and more kimah (stashed from the other group's dulang) all served in a nice dulang. been quite a while since i had such a meal. and there we were making jokes and all that over the meal, rezqi from Him. and our jokes had the typical, unbridled freedom of male talk and male understanding (hint hint). it was so farnie, i lost control and laughed like the maddie that i am. rabaks.
damn it.
and that mood maintained throughout the night, even at the bus-stop depan orang-orang semua, and dalam bas. while yes, the terawih was a short break (which i must say, the qiraah was superb) i think my lack of restraint was evident tonight. and i am not happy.
although i am glad that i met my dearest friends, i am almost regretting going for the fact that there were many things i would have rather not done there. but t said that it was a trial, and rightfully, i needed to go through it. ok lah.
if you say so.
but i had a wonderful time, if you discount the transgressions.
good job dearhearts.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
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