had a good talk yesterday. sincerest one ever. told things that i never thought i would have said ever. but it helped to make things clear, and set things in perspective. so that is good.
but what was the effect?
i know that things did get through. but i still do not know what the outcome is. and what the outcome will be. for the first time, i am lost for words, and lost for emotions truly.
i have been left free to do what i saw fit. as long as i am happy. but my actions will be judged nonetheless.
is it that difficult to make demands, and to decide what you want, instead of letting me have reign?
it goes back again. vicious cycle.
*head finally throbbing*
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