Monday, March 31, 2008

ventilation

when i first heard about it, i was pleasantly surprised.
and i was thankful, that things seemed to be picking up.

then i heard it, and i was unfortunately irritated.
and even more so when i was just taken for granted.

i had many comments, but i will just let them float away from me because the more i want to say them, the darker my heart becomes. so i hope to not have to ever say it.

no thanks to anyone for making it this way.

2 comments:

sza said...

Yayyy! you're so nice to acknowledge my request. Now I'd like a strawberry milkshake please.

Anyway i hope you are alright...cos everytime i read a post, it's usually about u being upset about something.

I know that i know almost nothing about what goes on in your life now, so i will ask the most inane, dumbest questions! hahahaaa that was a confusing sentence.

miss u though and can't wait to catch up with you when i'm back next!

Al-Majnun said...

Haha... you make it sound as if ALL my posts are on sad issues... but it is not like that... i blog about both the good and bad... and its just the way life goes...

and i dun blog about the inane... 'cos otherwise my blog will overflow... cos my life is oh-so-exciting. i only blog on things which move me or are important to me.

and yes, the purpose of my blog in any case is as an outlet for my internalities... so that if i can let it out here, at least when i go around meeting people, i don't carry the burden of whatever it is i am unhappy about anymore. so... some form of self-regulation if i may... and i kind of need it...

yup. so dun mind me writing sad posts. its just who i am and how i deal. and it doesnt mean that i am a sad person. its just that i make sad observations.

usually on things which i dont want to experience again, or things which affect me negatively. and on things which i want to remind myself on, so that i dont treat others like that... cos i hate to be treated that way.

haha.

wow. long reply to your post.

but hey, its our communication.

take care, ya?

and dont worry about me, i am in good Hands.