Saturday, January 15, 2005

what's the point?

how would you feel, if you found out that all your years of education came to moot?

that the very point of you seeking that knowledge - to serve people... more importantly, to improve your family's well-being, either through direct application of that knowledge, or indirectly through the financial input or pride - is like dust that is blown around in the wind... insignificant, and of not much use?

i have been put to face this situation.

personally, it irks me. it disappoints me. it kills me.

that i, my knowledge, my purpose, is of no consequence to the ones i love the most.
that i will not be able to help, despite trying so hard.

what's the point...?

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