PDAs

i pride myself in loving my friends.
and i pride myself in not being ashamed of showing people how i feel.
and especially when it comes to those whom i love, hugs are just commonplace.

for those who are especially especially loved, i humble myself before them even more, even if they are younger than me.

but i think some people tak suka.
kadang-kadang kasi muka. tapi actually tak suka.

but what i do is simply an expression of my deep attachment to you.
but again, if you do not like it, tell me, as some have. and i will try to stop.
try.

although i hope you won't.
because to some extent, it would be to me a refutation of the love i feel.
and there is hurt.