circles of trust

at some point in time in our lives, we find that we are the confidantes of other people. and that with this sense of knowing what only a few people know, circles of trusts are formed. the requirements for each circle of trust may be different for each person, and the prerequisites for entering the circle of trust are blur and fuzzy.

and being in the circle of trust entails certain behaviours and expectations from those who were entrusted. but seriously, sometimes it sucks, because you cannot be natural. yes yes, you see through different eyes when you are in a circle of trust, but you cannot act upon the knowledge. because when you do, you risk endangering the secrecy, and the privacy upon which that trust was built. and then a million other people and things get involved, and you regret ever having been in the circle of trust.

and i pity some of my friends who were affected by this la. come on, its seriously not our fault la. we dun intentionally hurt or offend or psychologically affect other people what... we are not manipulators... we are just really good busybodies.

but i understand all that was said yesterday.

which is why i just wanna revert to how i used to gain my knowledge in the past. just by being. because when you least expect it, all the news in the world comes to you...

then maybe... just maybe...