i know...

that i am getting irritating to some people.
and i apologise if somehow i have offended any of you.

but today i also sensed a change.
and i wonder... am i really that loathsome?

why did you agree to give me what i had asked for?
if i ask for it again, will i get it?
or have things changed so much, that i am no longer that important or needed?

was it because then, it was the probability of not meeting again?
or was that something that you do with all new relationships in order to "ensnare"?
because, truly, i thought that i had a special place.

but i guess not, right?

so the relationship is burning out. i am not imagining it.