apology

i brought a friend to tarian that day. and that friend was not actually very into tarian, but i dragged him along anyways. at the concert, i met my other friends who were from the tarian group. and i sort of neglected this guest of mine. when the concert ended, i simply asked him to go home, without even inviting him to go for the supper that was already planned for the tarian peeps. how rude was i?

where have my graces gone to? i mean, what the hell sey, you bring someone out, and then you don't take care of him and give him the attention that he rightfully deserves. biadab nizar.

i will never know whether i am ever doing the right thing. it is pissing me off, that i am still so incoherent in my emotional aspects. i conflict what i expect from people and what i do them.

nizar, nizar, always screwing up other people's lives.

friend, i am sorry for screwing up yours.